Signing Off

I'm not going to blog anymore.  There's lots to say, but it's too hard for me to explain and share now.  You can't get a ticket for this roller coaster by reading my thoughts -you can see the crazy ups and downs - but my Mom and I are the only passengers experiencing the ride.  It doesn't make a difference if I tell about it or not, it's still the same roller coaster ride, just more people watching me get nauseous on it.

Perhaps I will write again when it strikes me as share-worthy, or perhaps I'll shift topics completely and see if my life has something else to speak to other than my father.  After all, this is called "losANNEgeles link,"  not "My Brain-Damaged Dad," as it probably should have been titled.  

Thank you for the love, thoughts, and encouragement, and for silently sharing in this journey with me.

Anne  

Take Me Away

Life sucks and that's about it.  I'm over it - send me on a trip far far away and let me get some space.  done and done.  give me back hope, love, and patience.  that's all I ask, cause as of now I'm 100% tapped out of those resources. 

I get random responses from these blogs I write from you all -- they confuse me in the end.  I feel guilty for not sharing with you and then sometimes I feel guilty for sharing too much.  but I don't know what's worse or better, if you know the truth or just a subtle glimpse of it.  so I'll keep more private and I'll share when we're both ready for me to.  many thanks for all the support and love.