Thursday, January 15, 2009

not fair not fair not fair

I don't care who reads this or who doesn't - but I'm pissed right now because I miss everything I had before I had to stay in almost every night with my brain damaged dad. I miss my friends, I miss being social, I miss men. I was thinking - this time last year I was makin' out like crazy. yeah! it's true. but all making out and relationships aside - I had like multiple men in my life, some significant, some not so much: there was the Ex, the Scene partner, the Power Ranger, the Cast member... my Crazy whatever-we-were, my new Roomate, and my Dad. wonderful, significant, men in my life. hmph. who would have thought - one year later.

it was too much looking around at pictures of happy people on facebook, my old ones included, that prompted me to whine and bitch. sorry about it.

1 comment:

  1. well that is why you should stop facebook right there! notice my lack of photos. ha! it's what happens when there is struggle involved. but each planet makes their return in time. this is a small note now- to let you know that i made it here- though i've read only 2. it's a bit of a day- i'm in a state- so i will have to delve in more later. but i made it. i'm here. and i love you. and i hear you.

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